People think being alone makes you lonely, but I don't think that's true. Being surrounded by the wrong people is the loneliest thing in the world.
I believe that I am a very flexible person, and I can co-exist easily in whatever biological system you are going to put me, but I believed wrong. I guess its foolish to believe so anyway. Sure, I will smile and wave, laugh along, if need be, in a group. But deep inside I might be drowning, gasping for air and paddling my ass out for freedom hoping to wake up from this nightmare. So the longer I will hang around, I might suffocate and all my talent to keep my composure will break lose like wild monkeys.
I would rather be alone than to experience such things. I was trying to understand what he or she is thinking so I could comprehend their actions. But no, I was just simply out of place. I have landed in another planet where my morals and their morals are quite different and its very overwhelming to some point where I wished the fishes and corals could talk so I can just converse with them and pigs to grow wings so we could have fried buttered pig wings too.
And being with such people makes you feel so reserved. Especially with people you hardly know. It's like you want to jump in there, but not yet. Jump, but not yet. Jump, and then again, nope, never mind. You hesitate because your actions might not be acceptable. Hesitate because they might not be able to handle our awesomeness.. lol anyway, I'd rather stay in my room watching a cat playing the piano for hours, then waste my time with the wrong people
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